First day of first real job tomorrow. Nerves. I know I passed many tests to show I'm qualified but right now I'm not feeling qualified to count past five. I figure the first week or two will be pretty rough. A lot of newness and learning the ropes. Things'll get better though. I just have to keep telling myself that. I was really nervous with my first summer job. I calmed down and by the end of the second year, you'd never guess I'd ever felt nervous. Yeah, I felt better after working a few weeks, but it was around the second when I felt really really comfortable.
I just have to keep telling myself that I am not stupid, that things will get better, that what seems overwhelming now, will later settle into something very managable.
*fingers crossed*
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