Huh.

So I found out that I didn't get the job I interviewed for. The letter arrived today saying they had picked someone else. I knew as soon as I knew they were contacting me by letter instead of phone that I hadn't gotten it. Snail mail's for rejection, phones are for call backs. Anyhoo. I don't know if it's taking a while to sink in, if I just didn't think I'd get it or what, but I find myself a bit ambivalent. I mean I really wanted the job, but I'm not going into deep depression and looking for a cliff to jump off of. I am being eaten alive by curiosity about who DID get the position. More experienced? What? You know some people you don't mind being beaten by and some you do? Eh. I'll just try to put more effort into finding things to apply to and hope for the other interview to pan out.